Went to church today. I love the smaller services better makes me less anxious. I liked the structure of the service and being able to follow to bulletin. Also like that we say stuff together. I like that better then my church which is bigger and makes me more anxious and has louder music and more lights. It was awkward though afterwards went down standing awkward one of the ladies like sit down here , she holds out her hand to motion to someone to say her name and I read it wrong and then I ended up shaking her hand everyone laughed…whoops. Had a bunch of us for lunch at my mom’s friend’s house and I was weird again but that’s normal. It’s amazing if I make it through a meal without spilling stuff, which is pretty normal for me. I didn’t spill the coffee but spilt the salad, oh well. I am a clutz for sure.